To Early

Answer this question for me, if you can. WHY DO COLLEGE'S HAVE CLASSES BEFORE 9:00AM? I have a class at 7:55am and in order to get ready I have to get up no later than 7:00am. Unfortunately, I have to take my laptop and play small games on it to stay awake. I have a cup full of fresh coffee and eat a chewy bar to also help me stay awake. I tend to find myself in another world quite often. And when the professor notices that I am staring at the screen to long he will start to walk my way and I will look at him. I find it hard to stay awake and focus on the professor and the subject. I feel really bad when I start to drift and loose focus, I feel bad for my friends I sit with and the professor because I am not paying attention. The reason why I asked the question is really what am I getting out of a class that early when you know that I am not the only one who is not paying attention.

I am also finding it hard to do my homework and pretty much all of it is reading. I am not a strong reader ao that really doesnt help. I have tried to kick myself in the butt and get moving, but nothting happens. I ask that you pray that I getmoving and not fall behind.

Week thought

Ok so Amanda my best friend from last year is my roommate this year and she brought along two new people to the campus, her boyfriend Joe and friend Andrew. They are both so much fun and are both great people. Well they were learning my name and Amanda had them call me Mother which is my nick name from last year. The one day while were driving somewhere Joe mentions that he really didnt know my real name just my nick name. He is having so much fun with both of my names and some of the things he comes up with are really funny. He has this thing that he wants to start calling me "mom" or "mommy" and that really bugs me cause thats what i call my mom so I cant see someone (or atleast not yet) call me the same thing. Today I walked out to hang with the group and he says "hey mom" and i gave him the look and then he asks "can i call you moma, because its like putting mom and the a from ashley together?" I shot that right down even though I thought it was funny and kinda cool. And right before I went to my room he starts singing "Mother Ashley had my children" and sings through the song but with my name. Oh my word I was dying and so was everyone else, it was so funny and I couldnt believe that some would be that clever to come up with that.

Lets just say it has been so much more fun with having Joe and Andrew in the group of friends. Andrew has also made tons of friends so they have also joined the group. I have had so much fun in this first week then I had over the whole school year last year. I have been somewhere off campus through driving everyday. I just love the group of friends I have this year and it is going to be so much fun.

I also (at the same time) miss all of my dear friends back home from church. I miss my hugs form Lindsey every moment of the day, the joking with Josh, I miss picking on Aaron and treating him like a little brother, I miss talking and laughing with Charissa and Gary, I miss having fun with Robyn, I miss having little conversations with Erik, I miss talking with Sara, Kier, Lindsay, and Ashley, I just miss everyone form the youth group and having fun friday nights. I know I have only been gone for a wednesday and friday night but it feels like I have been gone forever.

Caleb was talking to me over AIM and said that he wanted me to come home so we could play wii and play board games. I miss him so much I almost want to just go home for a day and see him then come back to life here.

My friend has offered to come form Harrisburg and get me if I wanted to come one weekend and get away form this life here. I was very surprised that he offered and also very happy that he did. We havent made any plans yet but in do time (and after he gets his new car which hopefully will be soon) I will be getting a ride from him home and it will be a fun and talkative ride at that.

BACK IN TWO WAYS

I want to let you all know that I am finally fully moved into my room and ready for classes to start. Actually not really ready for classes but oh well. I really did not want to come back this past week thinking about it just made me more unwanting to come back, but I came anyways. And now that I am here it is not that bad, I guess I just didnt want to leave my friends back home since I had so much fun over the summer. I will not be able to go home every weekend this year like I did last year, but I will be going home at least once every month (hopefully). And I will miss seeing all of my friends back home. I will hopefully be able to post again but dont know how the schedule will be.